Paperwork Revelations

So I'm going back to University, and I haven't done my paperwork. How usual is that? This is my normal reaction, I suppose to most things, delay and delay until its either too late or I have to hand in this crazy piece of dren. Here I am, starting to get that clench in my belly that says to me, hey dude you better do yer thing or yer not gonna get what you want, and what do I do?

Write a post about it.

Cuse this is me, not doing paperwork.

The realization hit me last night, after I saw my grandmum in hospital, shes doing good by the way, thanks for asking, and after I went out to a bar in Gurnee of all godforsaken places, and stayed up way to late, and got home at a time most normal human beings would not be uncomfortable being awake, but at a time when I would normally be abed for 4 hours... sigh the consequences of my job, and ... err my realization. Just hit me when I digress okay?

I realized after an incredibly long day, that I haven't done my paperwork, no lets be honest, I know I haven't done it, and it drags on my at least every 137 mins for at LEAST a few seconds, so no I hadn't forgotten... but I realized that no I haven't done it, and I probably will not do it today or tomorrow, or the next day, maybe next week, when I have more time. Ha, that is the ticket, when I have more time. Now this is the rub, I do have time in the day, here and there, a wasted 15 min, or maybe an hour spent dallying... when I could put pen to paper, or finger to keyboard. I'm a lazy bum, and I know it, oh no I'm not about to change, cuse I like my bum-itude. No, again I digress, this is not my point.

My true, actual realization is this, I don't panic. I un-panic. There are people out there who are amazing under pressure, you put them in high stress and they ... bam... produce. I don't have that button, that gear... crunch time rolls around and I take a nap, read a book, I say, hey there is always tomorrow. I might get a clenched feeling in my gut, but that's just indigestion, right?

You might say, if you were a discerning person, that this quaint little quirk is a character flaw... and wow, I think you would be right. Now can I fix it?

The Klingons say, "Why wait for tomorrow what you can do today?"... or maybe with better grammar, but I like it that way so :P~~~~~~~ but my point, rather blunt now with all this talking... If I wanna be such a Klingon, why the eff not live up to the rap?